An Emotional Experience

Wow, Meeting Asclepius was a very emotional experience for me. During the process I began to cry, tears welled up in my eyes and what I felt was an deep understanding of the guide or mentor I had chosen. I selected my mother and I felt her pain, pain that she carried within, it was an amazing experience. I did not anticipate this happening, because I had listened to this track before and did not have the affect on me that it did this evening. I have a great relationship with my mother because I worked really hard at developing it, and when I was directed to select a guide it was she that I saw.

During this week the exercises have been pretty intense. I have been working at my practice quite diligently and I do believe it is paying off. I have felt quite calm and relaxed the majority, although I have also noticed a bit of anxiety, but what I believe is happening is that the cleansing that is taking place is creating a bit of havoc in my system. This is not unusual when a body is shifting because the balance that was once there is being sorted out and as in all things balance requires that the equilibrium change and that is what I am feeling. The shift is psychological, spiritual and emotional. I say that because of how I am processing things, and the intense dreams I have been having as a result as well as signs I have seen in my life that point directly to the shift within me. All of these changes were brought about due to the intensity of practice and the looking within.

How I intend to continue to foster greater health and wellness is to continue these practices, I have added them to my hypnosis and entrainment practices that I do as well.

"One cannot lead another where he has not gone himself". Simply stated if one has not gone, what can not show you how to get there. As a Health and Wellness professional, it is necessary for me to set a precedent for those who I assist, treat or work with. It would be ludicrous for me to try and treat someone or give someone guidance if I have no knowledge or experience of it myself. Because I meditate, have had a yoga practice, have studied Reiki, I have knowledge and wisdom regarding these things, in these I can assist, advise and guide. That is what that quote is inferring.

I believe wholeheartedly that I must set an example for my patients, customers without the proper knowledge, practice and having done the work, I am worst than a fraud and my work will have not value neither will it help anyone, because the soul of it will not exist. I love this field, I have great passion regarding it, it is my purpose or calling as some might say. My grandmother was one of the first midwives, I would do her a grave injustice if I played at this, for I evolve from a patroness of women.

I live what I will teach. I emanate what I want others to learn, and I consciously and consistently work at evolving to the next level, by improving myself, and continually searching for new resources and new ways of growing, learning, knowing and being. I am far from perfection but my curiosity alone will not allow me to accept any one thing for long, I am always looking at what is out there, way out there in the ether or the space of the universe, the invisible stuff that Integral health is all about.

Dacher, E.S. (2006) Integral Health, The Path to Human Flourishing. Basic Health Publications

Schlitz, Marilyn, Amorok, Marilyn, Micozzi M. S. (2005). Consciousness & Healing. Integral Approaches to Mind-Body Medicine. Elsevier Churchill Livingstone